My Fault

Is it my fault? is everything my fault? i am always beening blamed.. Being told look at the way you treat me? what? i am the bad guy? what? how did i become this bad guy? the one who wanted love all long.. The one who tried to love you.. I tried to care about YOU, and take care of our kids, our home, and yet You put me down... call me names, and hurt me.. You punish me by taking away your love.. Love me when you feel like it. When you want to.. when i done something wrong, you with hold love from me.. You my husband dont hold me or console me when i hurt, and ache. Leaveing me to feeling hurt, and down..
You have left me to go and be with your friends. You had gone to the bar even if i didnot want you to go, you went anyway. YOu come home with a hickey on your chest. You kept it hidden from me.. WHY? what you got to hide?
How is this all my fault?? how is this my fault? the porn, the naked pics that you viewed, i suppose that is my fault too. Why is that i am being blamed for something I never wanted..
I didnot want to be mistreated.. i just wanted love... what happen to that???
why is it my fault??? sure i cried, and yelled, and hurt, cry.. Sure I overreacted cause i was SO HURT ,,,, I WAS so HURT..................................
But i am being blamed for this all??????????????????