My Mistakes ,my troubles

Today been a better day. Or Should I say yesterday. I had so much troubles, so much that bother me, things that bother me. What was bothering me, things, troubles, worries, and I was so concern about this. Things from my past just held me captive, and prisoner, i couldnot be happy, i couldnot go forward. Yet with Gods help i can. I still stuggle but I am not bad, Leaning on God. Praying to Him. Hoping he will help me though, and get rid of the troubles, stuggles I go though. No more worries, no more concerns, and no more addictions..I am ready tobe free, and want in freedom, and in his peace.
I have to admit i have made mistakes in the past, that i felt held me back from going forward.
I was addicted to calling pyschics. I wanted to know something that bother me, and i was determine to find out answers, and need to know.. Yet when i called them, i got all kind of answers, and some things I didnot like! I tell you what, it just wasnot all good at all. It left me confused, and worried, and concern. I stuggled with this addiction to call them, and those concerns seem to overwhelm me, and i couldnot get free. I tell you, big mistake to get started, and involved in this. What i didnot know , was I was getting involved in the Occult.
It was a trap, or something that kept me back and i wasnot going forward.
So yes i repented, and prayed and renounce the devil, etc.
Cause i felt troubled and oppressed by the devil, and i hated that! i wanted peace, Gods peace, and going to this direction, caused me PROBLEMS.. Major probelms in my marriage,
it was opening doors to the enemy, and things were wrong.. I had to repent and pray, and pray and still pray. I tell you you cant trust them, you need to trust GOd.. I have to admit
i was wrong to go there, to go to pyhsics, i wasnot trusting God, and i wonder why i was having so much problems. I wonder why i was falling into sin, and troubles.. So i have to say, to those who go to mediums, pyhsics, dont go there! Dont listen to them, cause not everything they say will come true.. We arenot suppose to put trust in them, i made mistakes in trusting them, and realized later how wrong i was to do this.. We should be trusting God.. Only GOd knows.. I wasnot going to them to know my future.. I read bible verse, that really convince me that God doesnot want us to know our future.. The thing is that I wanted to know the past... The past... Yes the past.. Well again i did wrong, and repent and need to pray off all those negative things spoke..
Either way i am glad to admit that i was wrong, and i did make mistakes, and that going there is not the answer and the thing to do.. Only God can help us though our probelms, and he can give us the best answer of all, and he can be the only one to bring peace.. Noone else can..